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October 20, 2011

Stellar Kart gets my heart


Lately, I've been spending a lot of time thinking about things other than God. Don't get me wrong---God's been in my life, but He hasn't quite been my entire focus. And, in the end, God is the only one who matters.
Don't take this the wrong way.
You're so perfect.
And everything tells me you're so worth it.

I want to get to know God better.....but for some reason, I'm finding it kind of hard to get in touch, truly, with God. I know it's got something to do with me...perhaps it's laziness. Check that: it's probably laziness.
Spending time with you.
Not a moment goes by.
That you're
not by my side.

I can always feel God with me. Whether it's a song He sends, a verse He shows me, or something wonderful that happens, God never fails to show me His love and how much He cares. So why do I still feel like I'm missing something here?
Spending time with you.
You're all that I want.
Why's it so hard to do

 I know God is with me, I love Him, and I try to give Him all my time and heart.....but sometimes, it's hard. *sighs wistfully*
Just so happens my schedule is empty.
But still there's no room for you.
Time has come and gone.
And things have come along.
That take me away from you.

God, please show me how to find more time for You and You alone.

7 comments:

anna :) said...

lil, do you have a hard copy of all my thoughts? this is exactly - EXACTLY - how i feel.

i wanna spend time with God, and yet, i don't. why? i don't know. i have no excuses to hide behind. i just don't know.

love you girl!!!!

<3anna :)

Anonymous said...

AMEN!! I've struggled with the some things lately...I even felt like God hasn't been listening to me in the past weeks, like he has been ignoring me. But He has been there right beside me all the way...it's *me* who hasn't been listening. Today I feel like I am being showered by His blessings<3 This post was one of them. Thank you for writing this, deary:)
Love youuuuuuu<3

Oriana said...

wow. i've been feeling this EXACTLY lately! thanks!

this-real-heart.blogspot.com

emii said...

I'm about to go look up this song, because I so so so get this post.

Sam said...

so many people feel this! especially me, reading the bible small bits at a time helps me feel him more :) love you girly :)

sam*

haze said...

"I can always feel God with me. Whether it's a song He sends."

This is a very lovely post. Just the words I needed to hear. Thank you, Lily! ♥

Jazzie said...

I could not agree more with this post! I desire Jesus so very much, but I feel like my laziness gets in the way. I find myself saying, "I have to much homework", or "not enough time right now". Being a follower of Jesus is definently not easy, but so worth it.
xoxo, Jazzie
www.jazzlynsa.blogspot.com