jumbled all together

So, kinda like Bleah's post, I will be saying some things that just need to be said. Plus, some confessions, awkward and awesome moments, and just random stuff. Enjoy. (:

Confession: I woke up at 4:45 am to watch William and Kate get married!!! I was so excited to see Kate's dress.....and I was not disappointed. It was modest, elegant, timeless, and chic. Safe to say, I'm a fan. ;)

 

so beautiful.

*love*

Confession: I'm kind of in love with sticky notes. I have some beside my bed, and during the day I'll go up, write something on one, and stick it to my wall. I'm working on creating a wall of sticky notes. *laughs*

 I need to say it: so.....I finally have two pen-pals!!! And they're pretty much amazing. *wink wink*

Awkward: Having Relient K playing while you brush your teeth......deciding to sing along with toothpaste in your mouth......and having some fall out onto your shirt. true story!!!

Awesome: Wearing new clothes and feeling on top of the world.

 I need to say it: My Public Speaking class went witnessing on Wednesday. Since there's only three of us {me, Emily, and Adam} we go in a group. What I found strange is that whenever I go witnessing, I get this weird feeling like I'm not really there. You know what I mean?  Like I'm actually somewhere else and some other person is using my body. *shrugs* I dunno, it just happens. 

Awesome: Drinking mint tea and eating blueberry-lemon scones during the Royal wedding. I felt oh-so-British. =D

I need to say it: I love The Call by Regina Spektor....but it also makes me sad. I mean, that was the song that ended Prince Caspian, the last movie that Susan and Peter got to come to Narnia!    


Confession: my co-op only has three weeks left. And while I'm happy to have no more work, I'm also sad, 'cause I won't see any of these kids over the summer! Other than Emily, of course. (:

I need to say it: I seriously think Adam Young and Lionel Messi could be brothers. I mean, look at their smiles!!!!

am I right....or am I right?

 Confession: I really dislike Chelsea football club. They're so annoying......why can't they just give up on winning the title? Seriously.

I need to say it: Thank you, all my followers!!! Am I really up to 93? *checks* Yep, I am. *blushes* I love you all so very much!!!

enjoy your week......one month closer to summer!!! *happy face*

love always, 
~Lily 

Where's a star when I need one?

 

Sometimes I wish I could trade places with my friends.

Then I look back at old family photos....and realize I belong with my family.

Sometimes I wish I had lived in the 1800's.

Then I consider my iPod and my computer.....and realize belong in this time.

Sometimes I wish I lived in Ireland.

Then I remember how proud I am to be an American....and realize I belong here.

Sometimes I wish I went to public school.

Then I think about all the things I've learned here.....and realize I belong at home.

Sometimes I wish I lived on a really pretty farm with no neighbors.

Then I gaze out my window at all my laughing neighbors.....and realize I belong in my neighborhood.

Sometimes I wish I was an only child.

Then I remember all the good times with my brothers......and realize they belong with me.

Sometimes I wish I didn't have freckles.

Then I get compliments on them......and realize they belong on my face.

Sometimes I wish I were a famous actress.

Then I consider all the problems they go through.....and realize I belong here at my desk.

Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend.
Then I remember that God already has a guy picked out for me......and realize my heart belongs to him.

Sometimes I wish my family had more money.
Then I think about all the people who don't have money.....and realize how fortunate we are.

I get these thoughts all the time. But I think I am starting to {finally} realize that God has a plan and a purpose and a will for me......and I belong right here. (:

she's misunderstood, and kinda creepy....but totally awesome

Yay!!! Time for the second round of Beautiful People.

This time, I'm doing one of my favorite characters ever: Ella. She's in the same story as Lenai, but her personality is quite different. (:


1. How old is he/she?
Ella is around 19, give or take a few months.


2. What does he/she do with his/her spare time?
She likes making fire {it's her power}, watching over her little brother Keeran, or talking with her best friend Ruby.


3. Does he/she see the big picture or live in the moment?
Ella is pretty serious, so she likes to look at the big picture.....especially when it concerns Keeran.


4. Is he/she a perfectionist?
Sort of....I mean, she's the oldest, which guarantees that she's more of a perfectionist than Keeran. But she's not OCD or anything {or, CDO wink wink}.


5. What does her handwriting look like? (round, slanted, curly, skinny, sloppy, neat, decorative, etc.)
Cool question! Uh, hers is small and choppy, slanting slightly to the right.


6. Favorite animal?
Fictional: dragon
Real: mockingbird or lizard

7. Does he/she have any pets?
Any reptiles that live in the Silent Wood are her pets. ;)


8. Does he/she have any siblings? How many? Where does he/she fit in?
One, Keeran. He is four years younger than she, and Ella is extremely protective of him.


9. Does he/she have a 'life verse' and if so what is it?
Ella hasn't really accepted Christ yet......so I'm not sure what it is.


10. Favorite writing utensil?
*laughs* Does fire count? 'Cause she can write words in the air using smoke.

This is a pretty good life, isn't it?

Ah, awards are so wonderful......love you, Anna.!!!!

1. First, thank and link back to the person (or people) that gave you the award.

2. Answer the 10 survey questions.

3. Pass the award along to other bloggers whom you think are fantastic.

4. Contact the bloggers you have chosen to let them know about the award.

Survey Questions:

1. If you blog anonymously, are you happy doing this?  If you aren't anonymous, do you wish you had started out anonymously, so that you could be anonymous now?

Well, I don't have my real name on this blog.....but that doesn't stop me from sharing all about myself! All the things I post on here are 100% me, and I don't think it matters that my real name isn't on here. (:

2. Describe an incident that shows your inner stubborn side.

Hmmm.....uh, I don't think there's just one time that showcases how stubborn I am. Probably the most recent one is when I tried to make myself believe that I hadn't actually failed that permit test......it didn't work though.

3. What do you see when you really look at yourself in the mirror?

A girl with brown hair, hazel eyes, and freckles across her face. A girl who is sometimes scared, but knows that everything will turn out in the end. A girl who has big dreams and high goals. A girl who loves Jesus, books, sunshine, and the smell of freshly mown grass. A girl who is very random, slightly crazy, and hopefully romantic. And, lastly.....a girl who's trying to set this world on fire for God.

4. What is your favorite summer cold drink?

Strawberry lemonade. mmmmmm........

5. When you take time for yourself, what do you do?

Read, blog, write some stuff, listen to music, dance around crazily to aforesaid music, and watch soccer.

6. Is there something you still want to accomplish in your life?

Yeah, quite a bit! I want to finish highschool, attend a small Christian college, become a highschool English teacher, travel the world, fall in love, get married, raise a family.......the usual stuff. ;)

7. When you attended school, were you the class clown, the overachiever, the shy person, or always ditching?  

Technically I'm still in school. *laughs* Well, at my co-op, it really depends on who I'm with. I can really be all of the above personae. Except for the last one, of course. *wink wink*

8. If you close your eyes and want to visualize a very poignant moment in your life, what would you see?

Something that involves my family and friends.....but I can't really pin-point one right now. Sorry. (:

9. Is it easy for you to share your true self in your blog, or are you more comfortable writing posts about other people and events?

Gah....it really depends. If I've been feeling kinda down and moody, of course I'll write about that! But if I've just seen a movie or read a book that I'm dying to talk about, I'll blog about that. *shrugs* You guys are pretty used to my posts though, so just interpret this answer whichever way you wish.

10. If you had the choice to read a book or talk on the phone, which would you choose and why?

Honestly, I hate talking on the phone. So I would totally choose to read a book. Of course, if I could talk face-to-face with a person, that would take precedence over reading. *groans* I'm just a walking contradiction, aren't I?!?!?

I award......
Jocee
Mary
Kelsey
Hope
Kinsey
Haze
Lauren
anna (:
 and Bleah.

In other news....

• the temperature got to 90 degrees today!!! Crazy talk. 
• I have 90 followers!!! Thank you soooooo much to all you beautiful people!!!
• Aiden and I baby-sat for a womens' Bible study this morning. It was kind of tiring, but super fun. I love little kids!!!
• Summer can't some soon enough.

love always,
 ~Lily

things are sometimes quite weird.....

Awkward

Buying new summer clothes....then having it be too cold to wear them. :(

Having a boy your age walk by you just as you enter the undergarment section in Kohls.

A song you used to love becoming really annoying.

Having to choose between either your favorite player or favorite team.

Eating one doughnut and feeling sick.

Going to the post office to send something, asking how much it will cost, and getting the answer, "1 million dollars." .........uh, okay?

Trying to sing along with a song and realizing you don't know the words.

That moment when you realize Heath Ledgar plays both Gabriel in The Patriot {super cute} and Joker in The Dark Knight {super creepy}.

Awesome

Buying new summer clothes that are super cute.

Finding shoes that fit perfectly.

Having a hilarious discussion in class about our childhood stuffed animals.

Days that are sunny with a high of 75. (:

Pick-up soccer. 'nuff said.

Realizing that, in Heaven, we won't have to wear glasses/braces!!!!!

The fact that Jesus Himself endured Hell, just so we could have eternal life.

Getting featured on one of your favorite blogs.

this picture:

it's so true. (:

Well, I'm out for today/tomorrow. I hope you all have a blessed Easter.....He is risen! He is risen indeed.

Life is fleeting

At 12:30 am Wednesday, a car packed full of five teenagers was driving down a road. Locals have nicknamed this road 'The Roller-coaster' because of all the hills and loops it takes. There are signs, warning drivers of the high hills, and rumble strips, reminding them to keep alert. But none of these things helped.

At 12:30 am Wednesday, a car full of five teenagers struck a deer. The 18-year old driver lost control, veered off the road, and slammed headlong into a tree. 

A little later, police and emergency vehicles were at the scene. The driver had remained in the car, but his passengers had all been thrown from the car. Another boy, 17, was walking around with a bleeding head wound. Three girls, ages 14, 15, and 15, were lying in the road.

The kids were all out after curfew, and none of them were wearing seat belts.


One of these girls, Kendra, never made it home.

This accident happened just up the road from where I live. When my mom told me about it, I instantly thought of my friends who live around here. I prayed desperately that none of them had been involved.

At soccer practice last night, I was thankful to see that all of my friends were safe. But then we started talking about the crash.

One said that Kendra had been her best friend in elementary school. They had grown apart since then, but my friend was still really shaken up. Later, I found out that another injured girl{still in critical condition} had been in my former Girl Scout troop before I joined.

Life is fleeting.

Nothing we have in this life is sure. At any time, it could be our time to go. My dad remarked to me that the teens involved in the crash probably felt like they were invincible.....like they could live forever. And I think I get that feeling. I mean, as young people, we don't really have dying in our "plans" for another 50 years or so. We plan on going to college, getting married, having kids, retiring.....and then we'll be ready to join Jesus in Heaven.

But God doesn't work that way. He has a time all set for us to leave this earthly home. And since we never know when that time is.....we gotta live like we're dying.




The point of this post is: always hug those you love, 'cause you never know when your last hug will be.

it's rainy, I'm bored....and I am a total failure. *see first confession*

*inspired by Jocee, Lauren, and Carlotta*

Confession: I failed my driver's permit test on Thursday. Yes, I did. *wipes away tear*

Confession: I really hate yield signs now.......they're the reason I failed the test! See, in Virginia, it's a two part test----first signs, then general. And you can't miss even one sign question.

Confession: I want a library like this:

Confession: I really love this song by Superchick.

Confession: I don't really like summer......but I'm dying for it to come. No school, sunshine, camp......I can't wait!!!!

Confession: I am kind of obsessed with my new Easter dress. 

Not my photo, but my dress. (: Isn't she purty?

Confession: I'm so fed up with music artists claiming to be Christians, then going off and doing/singing/saying something that goes directly against what Jesus taught. Honestly, it ticks me off.

Confession: This is how I want my husband to profess his love to me:

*hearts all aflutter*

Confession: I didn't go anywhere for spring break. *gasps* I'm such a rebel. ;)

Confession: I know I've said I hate flip-flops......and yet, what have I been wearing for the past week? A pair of white {albiet comfy} flip-flops. Can someone say hypocrite?

Confession: I saw Gnomeo and Juliet over the weekend.....and I actually kinda liked it. I had a wee crush on Gnomeo in the end. *spoiler: they don't die in the end*

Confession: I am hungry, and I have a pizza in the oven. Therefore, I shall leave you all with this:

so true....'cept I'm not 21. :D

She stands in a corner, alone.

Though the room is stuffy, she keeps her sweater on. The long sleeves hide her scars; the ones she will never forget about.

She looks around the room. People are laughing and talking, but no one seems to notice her. She pushes back her bleached bangs as a group walks past. 

She smiles faintly, but they keep going. her small hands turn white as she clenches her fists. She smooths the front of her plaid dress.

Am I dressed wrong? Do they know about my scars? Should I leave?

The questions flash through her mind. A single tear runs down her cheek.  

But where can I go?

She takes a deep breath and starts to walk toward the chapel doors. Behind her, someone starts singing a hymn. She hesitates for a moment, then keeps walking. 

It's not like anyone will miss me.

She holds back the tears, but only until the doors close behind her. Then they come, freely. 

If no one wants me at a church, where can I go?

She sinks into the grass, her back against the church building. 

I can't go home, school isn't open.....where?

Her tears continue to fall. Suddenly, she hears footsteps on the sidewalk. Lifting her head, she sees a boy coming towards her. 

Seeing her face, the boy stops and kneels down. She furiously brushes away her tears, but he's already noticed.

"Why are you out here?" he asks in a quiet voice. He takes her hand and helps her to her feet. 

Studying her face, he adds, "I don't believe I've seen you around here. Did you come for the party?"

She sniffles and nods. The boy frowns. "Parties shouldn't make a girl cry. Didn't anyone talk to you?"

Another tear falls as she shakes her head. She whispers, "I, uh, didn't really get a chance to meet anyone. I ho have to go, though."

She tries to leave, but he still holds her hand. "Well, you've met me. Trenton Brown's my name." He smiles at her. "What's yours?"

Her eyes stare right into his. For a moment her guard comes back up. 

"Sophie," she finally answers. Her voice is stronger this time, with a new found confidence.

 Taking her other hand, Trenton guides her back to the church door. "You just stick with me, okay? I'll make sure everyone meets you, Sophie."

She doesn't respond, for more thoughts are running through her mind.

He is really cute. Trenton is such a nice name. Perhaps I'll make a few friends. Will I ever work up the nerve to tell Trenton about my scars?  

Her last thought as they enter the church are:

I guess God finally heard my prayers.......and maybe I finally belong somewhere.

The great questions

Earbuds in, pencil in hand, she ponders the great questions:


Where do I belong?Do I matter to people?When will I find my Prince Charming?Do guys think I'm pretty?Will I make a difference in this world?Do people think I'm awkward?Will I become a teacher?Am I a good soccer player?Who would miss me if I died today?Is my laugh weird?Do I sing badly?Am I boring?Do people enjoy talking to me?What will my first kiss be like? Will I be a disappointment to my parents?Am I a worry-wort?Will I eventually lose my friends?Will I ever lose faith in God?Am I a good sister and daughter?Will I always be loved?Will I ever visit Europe?Am I a good writer?Will I always hate rollercoasters?Will I ever ride a horse, for real?Are my dreams silly?

Mood: Happy/Hungry

I'm happy, 'cause:

*I get a whole week off from school*

*I have friends who laugh about stuffed animals and hobbies with me*

*I'm working my way through my entire iPod playlist....and I'm on song 638 of 661*

*It's stopped raining and the sun is coming out*

*I got like five compliments today on my outfit*

*I have a new favorite Relient K song *

*I have my whole summer pretty much planned out*

*I don't have a soccer game for two weeks...... which means time to rest up*

*I watched Tangled twice yesterday.....and now I want to watch it again*

*Katie  painted a picture from Tangled....and she knows the in-real-life twin of Flynn Rider. Which means there has to be an equivalent of Edmund out there somewhere*

*I had cookies and creme ice cream last night*

*Alligator Sky has been stuck in my head for a few hours....and it's a great song*

*I'm taking the test to get my driver's permit tomorrow! Please pray that I don't fail*

*I have just enough money to buy one song on iTunes. Any suggestions?* 

*The fourth book in the Inheritance cycle is coming out on November 4th......can someone say countdown?*

Still not sure who this dragon is....can't wait to find out!!!!

I hope you guys don't mind all these happy posts lately.....I just feel like I can't contain it all inside of me!!!
And, 'cause I love you: what stuff is making you happy?

Is this the reason I have the travel-bug?

 Why do I want to travel?

Why do feel an urge to explore different countries?

Why does my heart skip a beat when I hear people talk about Paris and London?

Why does the thought of a car trip to a new destination excite me?

Why do I daydream of Irish castles and Scottish hills?

Why can't I just be happy with where I am?

^^^^^These questions have been bugging me for a while. At first, I didn't really have an answer. Then, I truly thought about it......and came to this conclusion: it's because of Mom-mom.

For those of you who don't know, Mom-mom was my dad's mom. She died of cancer on January 1st, 2010. She was an amazing woman, full of love for her family and Jesus. Her laugh was contagious, her smile warm and gentle. She was funny, too, and always had a new story to tell.

She also loved to travel.

When I was little and before she got sick, Mom-mom and Pop {my step-grandpa} would take vacations to all sorts of places. And no matter where she went, Mom-mom always made sure to bring something back for me.

Russia: Matryoshka nesting dolls and a necklace
Hawaii: shell necklace and hula outfit
London: A little doll that looks like a guard at Buckingham palace
Holland: A wee pair of wooden clogs on a keychain
Jamaica: A soft little doll
Germany: A necklace that has German lace in it
France: A minature replica of the Eiffel Tower

All these items have a special place in my heart. And not just because they were brought back from different countries......because Mom-mom picked each item out speficically for me.

As she started to get more sick, my family spent a lot of time at her house. She recounted each vacation she and Pop took. Finally, I asked her to write down all the places she had been around the world. She smiled and said that she would have a list in a few days.

Sure enough, by our next visit, Mom-mom had written down every country she had traveled too. As I ran my finger down all the names, I made a promise to myself: Someday, I would walk in Mom-mom's footsteps and go everywhere she had gone.

A few months later, Mom-mom had gone to join Jesus. For quite a while, the things I missed most were her laugh and hugs. Then, in the back of my mind, I remembered something:

Whenever she returned from a trip, Mom-mom would say to me, "I cannot wait until you are older and you can join me and Pop on a trip!" I would get so excited and be like, "Yeah, me neither! I wonder where we'll go?"

This is what I miss most about Mom-mom: the chance to travel the world with her, to experience all sorts of new sights with her. I'll never eat with her in a Parisian cafe, or take pictures of Big Ben, or look at the beauty of Ireland together.

So I think that is why I have such an urge to travel: because of what Mom-mom and I never got to do together. And because of that promise I made that night, that I would indeed walk in her footsteps.

Maybe in the new Heaven and the new earth, we'll have different countries. I hope so, for I really don't want to miss out on an adventure with Mom-mom......an adventure we never got to take here on earth.

Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul

So, I figured that I should explain my blog playlist.......I mean, the songs don't exactly go that well together, do they?

My Life's Playlist---As of March/April 2011

via

Teardrops on My Guitar by Taylor Swift

This is on here because I like someone who is just out of reach.....wow, can't believe I just wrote that. *shakes head*

The One by Brandon Heath

I've been listening to this song quite a bit lately, and it reminds me that I can make a difference in this world.

One More Round by Barlow Girl

I've been battling some things, and this song reminds me to never give up.

Bite My Tongue by Relient K

I really need to work on holding my tongue and not snapping at my family. So yeah, I'm learning to 'bite my tongue' when I feel some mean stuff coming on.

Have Your Way by Britt Nicole

I'm working on letting God have control over my life, and this song pretty much sums up all my doubts and worries.

Every Little Thing by Hawk Nelson

This song helps me remember that, someday, I'll be the girl that a guy loves with all his heart.

All the Pretty Things by Tenth Avenue North

I'm trying to remember what's important in life, and not focus on all the pretty and flashy things.

via

A Love Song by Stellar Kart

I love this song sooooooo much!!!! It's basically a prayer to God, except with music. Gotta love it. ;)

Rainbow Veins by Owl City

This song is all about joy and stuff, which I'm trying to do a better job of spreading around. Plus, it's tune is so catchy. (:

More by Matthew West

This song is an awesome reminder of God's love for us. Which is something I always like to be reminded of. =D

So there ya have it!  The playlist of my life......for now at least. *wink wink*
What songs have been dancing around in your head lately?

It's just bursting from my heart

I just came back in from walking my dog.

The morning is sunny and clear, with a beautiful blue sky. Robins and finches were flying around, chirping to their hearts' content. There was a slight breeze that ruffled my hair. I walked down the road with Sammy, breathing in the sweet air. An older gentleman from across the street waved and said, "Beautiful dog!" His accent reminded me of Caspian in Prince Caspian. I thanked him and wave. As I started back home, I saw that our daffodils are finally starting to bloom! In a pine tree close to our house, I saw some birds have built a nest. They're probably robins, and soon we'll have baby birds flying around. I just realized that my French teacher didn't give us that much homework. I have Relient K's Getting Into You stuck in my head. My best friend is coming to World Views with me this summer. In about a week, I can take the test for my driving permit. I had strawberry Pop-tarts for breakfast. I gave a speech yesterday that lasted 22minutes.....and even though I got some 'harsh' comments, it was all good. (: I have so many wonderful friends. Later today I have a soccer game. I'll probably be in midfield, but I'm okay with that. Thanks to your comments from yesterday's post, I'm feeling better.

I feel like Rapunzel right now-----I am immensely happy to just be alive. And the best part is----I have a Savior who loves me, and He gives me days like this. Days where I can just be happy.

Thank you, Lord, for all you've given me....my family, my friends, and my followers. Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!

"Bloom where you're planted"

^^^^That saying has kinda been my motto lately. Things don't always go our way, and we aren't always where we want to be. But, we have be thankful for where we are and keep on going.

So I play soccer, right? And for past, say, three or four years, I've been a defender. I seriously love that position. I just get this rush as I'm chasing down a forward, wait for the right moment and just as she's about to cross it----I stick her {if that didn't make sense, don't worry 'bout it....I'm slightly weird in that aspect ;)}.

But then some things got changed around, and for the past few months I've been playing midfield. Which isn't the worst position in the world....but it's not my favorite either. Sometimes during games I look behind me and think, "Wow, I can't believe I used to be center-defender" or, "Wow, I wish I could be back there again."

See, I'm kind of a control freak. And on defense, I could see the whole field and make sure everyone was marked up, shout directions, and basically control the team. But in midfield, there's so much going on that I never have time to direct or anything. I hate losing that 'power', and having not being able to take control of the team again.

I've talked numerous times about this with my parents, and they both think that I'm broadening my playing horizons by playing  midfield. I try to look at it that way too.....but sometimes, I just want to stamp my foot and shout, "But it's not where I want to play!"

Yeah...like this kid. *snorts*

I ask God over and over, "Father, why can't I be back on defense? I love it there so much!" 

As of yet, I still haven't gotten a super clear answer. And it does make me kind of sad, seeing the other defenders get applauded for their defensive work. Don't get me wrong---my team has some of the best defenders I know. They all work so hard, and I'm really proud of them.

It's just that I think I play better on defense, not midfield.

'Course, this isn't all about me. And my coach believes I can best serve my team in midfield. I'm not arguing at all, since he is my coach. And he's doing what's best for the team.

*sighs* So, for right now, all I can do is pray, play hard, and serve my team as best I can. 

Bloom where you're planted......or, play where you're assigned.

 I guess that's all I can do right now. Play my best, and wait it out. 

 Still hoping to be back on defense, though. (:

Thanks for putting up with my rant, friends. It really feels good to write this all down. *exasperated sigh*

Love ya,

you are more than the choices that you've made...

I love Christian concerts.

 I hate big crowds.

 

I love hearing my favorite song live....and having it touch me just like this time.

I hate obnoxious people.

I love friends who laugh about stupid things with you.

I hate going to Subway, ordering my usual ham & cheese & cucumbers &ranch on white bread, and having the {albeit cute} sandwich guy ask like ten times if that's all I want. Dude, I know what I want on my sandwich!!!!

I love the thought that, someday, I will finally meet all of my blogging buddies in Heaven.

I hate brush-burns.

I love having a sore throat from singing too much.

I hate waking up the next morning with aforementioned sore throat.

I love wearing no stockings to church for the first time since September.

I hate being hungry.

I love this dress.   I seriously wish I could be that model.

I hate not having the money to buy new clothes.

I love that I only have about 8 weeks of school left.

I hate soccer players who use their elbows.

I love mac'ncheese

I hate weird music videos. 

 

I love that I can get my driving permit in a little under two weeks.

I hate the thought that I might fail the permit test.

I love this movie couple. Though, in all honesty, I want to steal Mr. Knightley from Emma.

 

How cute it this?!?

   Mmmm, crazy weekend for me. Hopefully I'll have an actual post ready by Monday. 'Till then------go Butler!!!!

love always,

Nothin' better than lyrics and clothes...

vanilla style by spottedfire7 on Polyvore.com

the one I'm waiting for by spottedfire7 on Polyvore.com

you belong with me style by Miss Joy ♥ featuring a blue skirt

Sadie Hawkins Dance inspired by spottedfire7 on Polyvore.com

A little random is good for the soul.....

 I've been feeling rather desperate for some warm sunshine lately.....therefore, this post will be filled with some pictures {from Bleah's tumblr} that made me feel all happy inside.

1. So......my friend Jen and I are playing soccer for a private Christian school!!!! Even though we're homeschoolers, they are letting us play. Which I love, 'cause all the girls are so awesome!! I feel like I've known them for years, instead of just a few weeks. (:

Awww, so cute!!!

 2.  I've been craving new music lately. Sadly, I have no money.....so I'm staying content listening to my fellow bloggers' playlists. Which are all very good, I must say. I found this Hawk Nelson song  which I adore now.

Good quote....I heartily agree.

3.  I got my braces off yesterday!!!!!! It hurt when the hygienist pinched off the brackets, and as she was scraping off the glue.......the noise was awful. I  thought she was going to take all the enamel off my teeth! Thankfully, she didn't. *wink wink* And for two glorious hours, I was free of any restraints.
But then we went back to have my retainer fitted......ugh. So I'm sitting here, with a clear plastic one on top and a metal wire on bottom. It's almost as bad as being back in braces again! Except that I can now smile without seeing metal.......which is pretty darn nice.

How I wish I were walking through a field like this!!!

 4. "Feel the rain on your skin, no one else can feel it for you.  Only you can let it in.  No one else, no one else can speak the words on your lips.  Drench yourself in words unspoken, live your life with arms wide open.  Today is where your book begins, the rest is still unwritten."  --Natasha Bedingfield
^^^^I stole this quote from Anna......but wouldn't you agree it was worth stealing sharing?

Pretty.....

5. The song 'Blessings', by Laura Story, is really beautiful. I heard it today on the radio, and it really caught my attention. Sometimes, God teaches us important lessons through tears and heartaches.....and while they don't seem to make sense at the time, they do later on.

Wishing I had a camera like this

Well, I'm off to prepare for yet another soccer game. 
Here's to praying I do well! *raises glass*

Love y'all,

He never stops loving

Please note: this is not based on anyone I know....it just comes from my heart. 

Mia lifted her tear-stained face. "How could he?" she cried. "I loved him so much....I gave him everything." Fresh tears poured down her face as she cried over that boy; all she lost because of him.

"No one will ever love me again after what I did!" Covering her face, Mia wallows in past memories and past sins.

Suddenly, a voice pierced her sobbing: "Daughter, I love you."
Mia looked up in to the face of a Man. He pulled her to him and dried her tears. "My dear Mia,  you are so precious to me. Why do you cry?"

Mia told everything to Him; everything about that boy; everything he did to her. When she had finished, the Man continued to hold her, rocking back and forth.
Finally, He lifted her chin with His hand. "Do you regret those things, Mia?"
She nodded, and He continued. "I know you feel used, ugly, and worthless------but you are my Daughter. I love you, more than you can ever know. In my eyes, you are beautiful. You are treasured. And you are worth everything to Me."

Mia gazed into His eyes. They were warm, full of love and forgiveness.
"So, you forgive me?" she asked cautiously.
The Man laughed softly. "I already have, my darling. Your sins are gone, and you are my beautiful Princess."
He kissed her forehead, then was gone.

Mia looked around  her. "Could it have been a dream?" she wondered aloud.
Then she remembered His words: "Your sins are gone, and you are my beautiful Princess."

Still feeling His strong arms around her, Mia smiled and said,

A tag of sorts.....that I kinda stole.

I found this 'tag' as I was perusing through Bleah's archives. You don't mind that I tagged myself, do you dear? (:

List 10 artists in no particular order {before looking at the questions below}.

1. Tenth Avenue North
2. Owl City
3. Brandon Heath
4. Taylor Swift
5. Hawk Nelson
6. Relient K
7. Switchfoot
8. Toby Mac
9. Chris August
10. Stellar Kart

And now, for some pretty neat and thoughtful questions!!!

What was the first song you ever heard by 6?
Um, The Best Thing......love that song.


What is your favourite song of 8?
Probably Wonderin' or Made to Love.

What kind of impact has 1 left on your life?
*laughs* Uh, a big one!!!! Honestly, their songs have helped me through so many difficult times in my life. Which you, my followers, know best of anyone. (:

What is your favourite lyric of 5s?
God I know that you exist, I've been told a thousand times

But my friends they all insist that the truth is just a lie
You see the lives that they all live seems like a party all the time
The temptations I resist, because it's You I glorify.
  --Your Love is a Mystery

How many times have you seen 4 live?
None. *sighs*

What is your favourite song of 7?
This Is Your Life. Without a doubt.

Is there any song of 3 that makes you sad?
Not really.....

What is your favourite song by 9?
7x70. It's such a powerful song about forgiveness and moving on.

How did you first get into 2?
Well....I wouldn't say I'm into Owl City yet. But, Bleah's the one who introduced me to Adam's music.....I guess I have her to thank. ;)

How did you first get into 3?
Give Me Your Eyes was my lifesong for a while, so that's how I first got started on Brandon. Then, I saw him in concert.....and was forever changed. *girly giggle*

What is your favourite song by 4?
*taps chin* Either Enchanted or You Belong With Me.

How many times have you seen 9 live?
Zero, currently. Hopefully, that will change soon.

What is a good memory concerning 10?
Hmmm.....I really don't know! Probably talking with Anna about SK, or just listening and being happy.

Is there a song by 8 that makes you sad?
I don't think Toby Mac really makes any sad songs.....

What is your fave song of 1's?
Really? Do I have to answer this? *grumbles* Fine. By Your Side or Times. Oh, or Beloved. See how hard it is for me to choose?!?

How did you become a fan of 10?
Probably when I heard their song Lifeguard. And then Anna helped me out too. ;)


I tag:
Jocee
Kylie
Lauren
Kels
Kinsey
anna (:
Samarah
Emii
Miss Raquel
and....Haze

Have fun, my darlings!!!

No snazzy title for today....sorry

hehe, I totally stole 'snazzy' from Lauren. Sorry girl. ;)

1. So spring started yesterday, right? And today we are having our very first thunderstorm!!!!! *happy grin* I love thunderstorms......they're so loud and beautiful.

2. I get my braces off in exactly one week!! Ugh, so excited. Of course, my mom reminded me that I'll still have to wear a retainer......which did put a little damper on my high spirits. Any advice from you all with your braces off?

3. I've decided that this summer, I will read as many Nicholas Spark's novels as I can. I feel so un-girlish for having not read any of his books yet!!! Any recommendations?

4. Also, I'm going to spend some time reading Daphne du Maurier novels. My grandma has almost all of them, so I'll be raiding her collection. btw, in case you didn't know-----Ms. du Maurier wrote The Birds, that really creepy story about the birds in England going crazy. Still haven't seen that movie.

5. What a tiring weekend! I had a tournament in Baltimore......and two 8:00 AM games. Needless to say, I am not a morning person. Oh yeah, and our games were played at some polo grounds. *angry face* 'Twas muddy and bumpy and so not soccer-player-friendly.

6. On a happier note.......I happened to find this amazing blog. Stephanie had awarded me with the Stylish Blogger award {thanks girl!} and so I clicked on her link. I've only 'known' her for a few hours...but I can already tell we have a ton in common. Be sure to check her out---she's a great girl.

7. I updated my 'About Me' page. Feel free to browse through, and be sure to leave a comment if you have anything in common with me!

8. Jocee had this really cool post about a dream she had recently. Go read......it's quite hilarious. I'm in it, which made me pretty happy. ;) Love ya, Jocee!!!!

Happy Monday,