This post comes from a place deep with in my soul......
Almost exactly a year ago, I really liked this boy. And I thought, perhaps, he might like me. *slaps self* Yeah, I know, I shouldn't have been dwelling on this one guy. But I was just a child then. *sad smirk*
Anyway, this guy turned out to be a real idiot, and I was super hurt. I thought that maybe he didn't like me because there were other girls prettier and skinnier than me. *sighs*
Soon after I realized this, I wrote this journal post (some parts have been edited to protect the innocent):
Sometimes, I wish I was dumb and blond and skinny, so boys would like me. But then, I would think they liked me just because I was blond or skinny or flirted with them.
I want a guy to like me because he likes the way I laugh, or something we have in common, or because I'm a good soccer player, or because I like kids.
I want a guy to respect me like I'm a lady; to respect me because I care about politics and stuff like that.
I want a guy to like me for me. I know that sounds cliche, but it's true! I want him to like me because I like soccer, like to read, love Disney moves, love to travel, I love to laugh, and I love animals.
So, until I find this guy, I just need God to help me be patient and be modest. Sometimes it's just so hard to be different than other girls. But I know God will help me, and show me the right guy at the right time.
After this rant, I felt soooo much better {funny how writing does that to you!}. God opened my eyes that night and helped me realize something: I am beautiful. You are beautiful. We're all beautiful, 'cause God made us that way. He made us in His own image. It doesn't matter what some random guy thinks of us: we're God's princesses; His beautiful, drop-dead-gorgeous daughters. Even if we have bad hair days, or get a huge zit on our nose, or maybe aren't the skinniest girl in the room, God still loves us. We need to remember that, my sisters. We need to remember that God already has the right guy picked out, waiting just for us. For each one of us. And that guy will love us almost as much as our Heavenly Father does.
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Keep waiting, my dear sisters and friends.
Your beautiful-in-God's-eyes-blogger,
~Lily